I FEEL DAMN GUILTY.
And i think it was that emo song on my blog.
LOLS,no link.-.-
Reminder,please don't look at the grey italics if you are not supposed to. >.<
Thanks!

ok,she's really pissed.
it was all my fault.
but i didnt mean it.
yeah,i should have ask are you going elsewhere.
well,i cant turn back time right?
yeah,so im apologising to my dearest here.
yup right here.
imsorry.
i know i suck a lot.
yeah,i super duper suck.
i think no one is sucker than me.
comparing to others,i suck.
imfeelingabitofinferiority.
is there such a word?
i guess so.
so this shall be an emo post instead of some crappish post.
imsorry.
yeah right,imsorry.
well,its useless isnt it?
after the thing had happen.
but i shall jus apologise.
imsorry.

My mum didnt let me go out in the last min.
Believe it?
No ba.
I jus feel like shit.
Making her angry and all.

And i gt tagged by deannetan and her boyfriend darrenlow for this.
i shall do it.
althou,yeah,im really sad.

1.The person who tagged/pass you is?
deannetan and darrenlow.

2. Your relationship with him/her?
She's my sister,who shares her secret and i share mine. (:
darrenlow is girlfriend of my sister,a sort-of-pervert-horny guy.
but he's full of jokes who will brighten up anyone's day.
ESP DEANNETAN.

3. Your five impressions of him/her ?
!deannetan!
HORNY~
FUNNY~
Abit sick in mind~
Talks to me about darrenlow and all~
lovable~(this is what she claims. ok JK)

!darrenlow!
HORNY~
a joker~
Soccer guy. Always soccer~
Chelsea fan~ btw im a Man.Utd fan. lols.
deanne low(tan) all the way~ always full of nonsense.

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done to you?
!deannetan!
Burst my balls. Obv she din manage to accomplish her task.=.=

!darrenlow!
Not sure,other than punching my.. he's sick in mind,mind you.

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?”
Not sure thou.
Maybe don hav.
LOL.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, will you?
They are attached.
I dont dare. Cos,firstly,im nt a gay.
Secondly,2 girls will come and slap me.):

7. If he/she became your lover he/she has to improve on?
He cant be my lover.=.=
If she become,she have to stop threaten to burst my balls. (:

8. If he/she became your enemy, you will?
Bad thing. I will try to save the friendship.
If i din manage,i will leave them alone. LOLs.

9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
Backstabbed me. ):

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
Let them know,im a true friend. (:

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
!deannetan!
HORNY bt trustworthy. (:
Deanne can become a unicorn. XD

!darrenlow!
A loyal friend. (:

12. How do you think the people around you will think about you?
Not sure about that.>.<

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
Shy,rarely talk to ppl that i duno.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
Being shy.=.=

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Not getting into any shit trouble.
Cos i dun like troubles.T.T

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
I will truly thank them! THANKYOU!XD

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people.
1. cheekanghao
2. joelynn
3. sherry
4. joe
5. bk
6. calise
7. xitheng
8. deannetan
9. darrenlow
10. Yu Quan

You guys btr thank me. (: lols.

18. Who is number 6 having a relationship with? (calise)
Duno,bt from Joe,i heard quite a lot of stuff about calise and someone. AHEM! LOLS.

19. Is number 9 male or female? (darrenlow)
male LAH,of cos.

20. If number 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (xitheng and yu quan)
No,cos they duno each another,and both are attached. (:

21. What is number 2 studying about? (joelynn)
Everything that I study. Same class for every subjects. (:

22. What kind of band does number 8 like? (deannetan)
Like above,HORNY,FUNNY,telling me how good darrenlow is,abit sick in mind,and lovable(she claims it to everyone(: ).

23. Does number 1 have any siblings? (cheekanghao)
Duh,1 elder sis and 1 younger bro. Right?

24. Will you woo no. 3?(sherry)
NAH!I will get punched by Marcus,then his badminton teammates.=.=

25. How about number 7? (xitheng)
I'd want to try that. (: hahas.

26. Is number 4 single? (joe)
Shld be. Cos he nvr talk about girls. Mostly games and PSP.
Typical boy like me. LOLS.

27. What is the surname of number 5? (bk)
Wan,same as Ms Wan(Geog teacher). Bt no relationship other than having same surname. (:

28. What's the hobby of number 10? (yu quan)
I bet holding hands with wenshee and nt getting caught by our Chinese Teacher,Ms Chin. XD

29. Does number 5 and 9 get along well? (bk & darrenlow)
Shld be. Bt i not sure they know each another or not.. =.=

30. Where is number 2 studying at? (joelynn)
DUNMAN SECONDARY SCHOOL,SEC 3B. (:

31. Talk something casually about number 1 (cheekanghao)
A joker,and a soccer guy. like darrenlow,cos he is darrenlow's best friend. (:

32. Where does number 9 live at? (darrenlow)
tampines east side. Near DMN Sec Sch. (:

33. What colour does number 4 like? (joe)
Not sure. More like blue to me. lols.

34. Are number 5 and number 1 best friends? (bk & chekanghao)
I think they duno each other. ):

35. Does number 1 have any pets? (cheekanghao)
I duno he gt pet or is he a pet of darrenlow. Opps. LOLS,kidding.XD

36.Is number 7 the sexiest person in the world? (xitheng)
Woah,i duno what to say. LOLS! >.<

37. What is number 6 doing now? (calise)
Duno.. Her amaths? >.<

Buaiix XD
theguiltypresentcantbeerased.T.T

Yooo,finally back here..
i will post on Monday stuffs.(:

Monday(27/10/2008)
That day was damn nice can?

Ok 13 of us meet up.
Mainly 3B ppl.
Ying Heng and Delia joined us too!~
We are,Deanne,Jerry,Lynn,Bk,Joe,Shang Zhi,Yu Quan,Noel,Marcus,Sherry and me.
Darren Kui and Joelynn joined us at around 2pm.

First stop to Vivocity.
Anw,train-ed there.
Occupied almost 2 rows.
Nice one.
Towards Outram Park station,
Those couples,namely Ying Heng and Delia;Sherry and Marcus;
Held hands tgt,making one row of 4 ppl.
Lols. Go bk's blog(http://morning-twlight-evening.blogspot.com/) for the pictures.
Cos i dun hav one.

Reached there,jiu go 3rd floor de "swimming pool" play.
Only Noel play his PSP.
So sao xing.):
Noel is the son of Deanne and Bk.(Dont get jealous Darren Low)
Btw,he's a mountain turtle,claimed by his dad Bk.
FYI,mountain turtle=sua gu. =.=
We throwed Deanne's slippers everywhere.
So called bullying.):
Bt we are having fun actually.

Then go buy the train ticket to Sentosa.
Then we camped inside GV until it opened.
We bot 15 HSM3 tickets.
4.10pm show and its in GV max.(:
When we said 15 tickets,the person at the counter shocked.
15? ok that will be $150 pls.
LMAO! The tickets are long.
Jerry and Bk kept them.
Cos it was teared into half.

Anw,went GIANT for our smuggled goodies to movie.(:
Our frens played the escalator.
Went the other way up.
Then haha,we sabo-ed other sch.
Shall nt say..(:

Then off to Sentosa.
Actually wan to play the go-kart thing.
Bt nt enuff ppl wan play.):
Then we went up this jungle trail.
And up then go down.
End up in Siloso beach.
Put down stuffs and started digging up.
Make meanders and all sorts of stuffs.
GEOG lessons!
Ms Wan shld be happy cos we pacticed our GEOG during the hols.(:
I bet Marcus will be happy too.(:
Btw,he's our GEOG REP.XD

Anw,there's lots of Indian workers there.
OMG can?
Deanne point to me that there's this Indian guy with big d***.
And they wore underwear to swim,IN THE SEA.
Some wore translucent white.
Ewww,omg.
Never go on a Deepavali again.):
AND I TIO-ED SUN BURN!):

Then cycled.
I din actually.
Then waited for Darren and Joelynn appearance.
Yup.
Went back to Vivo for lunch.
Chionged to GV. MOVIE!!
HSM3 was btr than 2.
The songs are nt bad too!~~
Bt i cant rmb the song names.
Only "the boys are back".):

Then went to e!hub for dinner.
KFC.
Actually arcade.
Bt all left becos there's this Crime Buster x2 show on chnl 8.
Last episode.
They chionged home.
Bus-ed with Bk and Lynn.
3 to stadium.
Met her and chat until 10.30pm.
OMG can,quite late luh..(:
Anw,it was sweet.(:

Ok i gt tagged for quizzes.
Lazy to do now.
Haiix.
Another day ba.

And im so looking forward to my 3hrs of chem tmr.
LMAO!
Anw,my physics mock SPA was screwed.>.<

Buaiix XD
omg,she'ssosweet!

I came here to blog because someone want me to.
Wait,i reply sms first.

Ok,i start with wednesday first.
Went to watch movie.
20th Century Boys.
You guys btr watch.
Its nice with a lot of twists..
Anw,this is onli part 1.
There's 2 more to go..(:
The 2nd one release in 31 jan i tink,next yr.

Thursday.
Many talks la..
Quite boring.
P.E. was fun fun fun.
Basketball. HAHAHAS!
Den,recess,Jerry's prez.
From Famous Amos.
Cookie.(:
Den went bubbletea aft sch.
Went up BK's house to eat.(:
Then Deanne wrote a love letter for Darren.
Awww,so sweet.LOLS!
She put it outside Darren's door and ran.
Then called him to open his door.=.=
After that i went home with Darren.
I mean Darren Kui,not Low.

Friday.
SPA mock in the morning.
Then,went to Century Square for breakfast/lunch.
Prata..
Haha. 9 ppl there.
Marcus,Sherry,Noel,Joelynn,Edwina,Deanne,Me,Shang Zhi,Joe.
Then Noel left and Darren came.
We decide to do smth.
Bt it shall not be revealed.
Then bused home.
Comp and go back sch for chem.
Reached at 6pm,bt it started at 5.30pm.
Then hall for talk by principal.
Same old stuffs.
Olvl,bands,eng result,JC rate,and bla bla.....
Then results.
Well,i improved overall,BUT,
my position remained the same. ):
Then mac at 201.
We walked there.
We are,Sherry,BK,Lynn,Joelynn,Darren,Jerry and Me!
I ate one whole set meal.
Hungry marrh.
Aiyo,4.30pm hav dinner.
Man of big appetite. (:

today was damn sian.
Nth to say.
Looking forward to Monday whole day of fun. (:
Hee..
Off le.

Buaiix XD

OMG! 10 more qns.
Here to finish them all..
Wakaka!

91. What feeling do you hate most?
When something has gone wrong and it was my fault. Sounds like regret.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yeah.. Or else i'd be a loner already. ):

93. Do you believe in God?
Somehow yes and no. Anw,god is shen(chinese) right?
Logically,no.
But i still believe. (:
Cos i trusted god.

94. Who cares for you most?
Some who knows me. Not really everyone. ):

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Closed and love ones. Who else?

96. What will you bring when you fight?
Oh fight? hmmm.. Empty-handed ba.. Plus,big sized friends. (:
But i don want to be involved in any.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Crashing my comp and hurting loved ones. ):

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
I'd bet im an introvert soon. SHOO!~~ LOLS.

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
OMG,not worth le. T.T Go away,you are officially out of my life. lols.

100. How do you feel now?
Seeing the 100(last qn),RELIEVED!~~~~ :D

!VIVOCITY!
Yeah went vivo today.
Deanne Tan asked me to go.
Tgt with her Darrenlaujinji.
Haha,got many pictures.
I hope i din disappoint readers here.
BUT BUT BUT,
im not gonna post it here. :D
I hope i din disappoint you guys.

Went there and walked whole day.
Anw,Darren gt this video on hamsters running,
1 infront of another,the hamster behind stick the head at the ass.
So...lols. Somemore its like,running in the wheely stuff.
Hahas,cute.
And dogs too.

Not gonna elaborate anymore.
Bad mood sia.
Leg pain pain..
Gahh,gonna off now.

Buaiix XD

I got tagged by xitheng to do this.
So i shall complete it,since many has done it. :D

01. What have you been doing recently?
Nth much really. Listening to Jay Chou's songs.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Not really. Unless no batt.=.=

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
Im home,what can actually happen?

04. When did you last cry?
Not sure.

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Somehow.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
Being happy. (:

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
umbrella. I gt no hood or whatsoever.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
Blanket.

♥9. What bottom are you wearing now?
Shorts.

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
Duno. Privacy ba.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
not sure.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No?

13. What was the last movie you caught?
I not too sure. Duno some sharkie movie.

14. What are you proud of?
My crappish humanites result. 47/100.=.= i studied too hard for it till i failed.. T.T

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
I guess about someone laughing at me.=.=

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
I tink is Gei Wo Yi Shou Ge De Shi Jian.

17.Do you have any nicknames?
umm nt sure. Always get suaned by my Chinese teacher about my hair.(:

18. What does your last received text message say?
Oh,about my fren wan comfort her fren. Yup.

What time did you go to bed last night?
12am.

20. Are you currently happy?
Quite. Bt i dun feel like goin out.

21. Who gives you best advice?
deannetan. Although she is crappish sometimes.

22. Do you eat whipped cream out of a can?
oh,such things existed?

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
um. deanne.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
Yeah,about what time i shld go out.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Ummm.. Deanne messing up some model's hair in BHG and Darren squeezing model's nipple.=.=

26. Do you wear toe socks?
Does it exist?

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Calise

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Duh.=.=

29. What annoys you most in a person?
umm..

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
i tink gone le.=.= LOLS.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
Nope.

32. What is the colour of your room?
Light green

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Try,bt i dun tink i will be able to see my $$$ anymore.>.<

34. Do you believe in the saying : talk is cheap?
Duno.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Me.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Not sure.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
No.

38. Do you have a life?
Duh. or else why am i here?=.=

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
No.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
o.o

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Cant rmb.

42. Last time you smiled?
Today.(:

43. Have you changed this year?
Yeah,lazier.=.=

44. What are you listening right now?
Shuo hao de xing fu ne by Jay Chou.

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Jus hanged up the phone.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Depends whether you are sleepy or not.=.=

47. Is there a quote you live by?
Um... I duno.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
...

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Guitar.(: Piano and Erhu abit only.=.=

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
Um,trying to beat someone up..

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
Mapling. Cos its boring.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
Yeah. :D why not?

53. What song best describe your love life?
Duno.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
Obvious.-.-

55. Who always make you laugh?
Any stupid jokes by anyone.(:

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Chinese and Hokkien.

57. Favourite website(s)?
Umm,cant be revealed. but not those ewww kinda website.

58. What's your middle name?
How do you find your middle name?=.=

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Sch. Guitar.

60. What do you think you are like?
Not really sure.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
ppl who is really close to me.

62. Where have you been today?
Its,jus 11.30am,where to go?

63. What game do you play often?
Gundam Seed Destiny VS Zaft or smth.

64. Who are you missing right now?
Her and many more.

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
Partially fren and partially love.

66. What are you doing right now?
Quiz and listening to music.

67. Which primary school are you from?
Junyuan Primary School.

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Blue,Luminous Green and Orange.

69. What emotion you like to show?
Nothing. Probably happy.

70. What is your life to you?
Studying and having fun.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Forget it.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Deanne and Kang Hao.

73. Who do you admire most?
Albert Einstein. LOLS.

74. Which month are you born in?
July.

75. How are you feeling right now?
Pissing. The quiz is so long!

76. What is the time now?
11.34am

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
Nice and lovable sort. LOLS.

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
I wish i could. But i wan white.

79. Why are you doing this test?
Was asked to. HAHA!

80. What do you do when you're moody?
Slack and listen to music.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
Probably after i gt a job.

82. Who is more important to you?
Family.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
Erm.. Try things which i nvr tried. (:

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
Me!!

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Duh.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Just being happy.

87. What is your goal for this year?
Score very well.

88.Do you believe in eternity love?
Sort of.

89. What feeling do you love most?
Loving someone and being loved at the same time. (:

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Yup. Cos its hot now.

8 ppl who are down for this quiz.(:
-BK!
-Joe!
-Kang Hao!
-Yu Quan!
-Darren Low!
-Calise!
-Blank!(Anyone can do.)
-Blank!(Anyone can do.)

Yup.. (:
Finally done.

Buaiix XD

- Whats your full name?
This is strange since u guys noe me. leejiahui. Im a guy. (:

- Do you like your first name?
Why not? Lee is nice,like Debbie said. :D

- How long have you liked the person you currently like?
Very long. (:

- Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours?
Nope.

- Did you cry today?
Umm. No. Its only that im disappointed.

- What are you doing this morning at 8am?
Eating breakfast,going bball later?

- What are you doing an hour ago?
Help someone's blog to change skin. And not here. =.=

- What are you currently doing?
Answering this qn. (:

- Who last texted you a msg?
Her!

- Have to told anybody that you love them today?
Nope,bt in my heart.=.= (hope they can hear it)

- Do you miss anyone now?
Yeah. ):

- Any plans for tomorrow?
Laze around. Maybe finish Chem Practical.

- What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
Duno,cant rmb.

- Is there anyone you want to be with now?
Yeah.

- Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with C ?
No. =.= I dont hav many frens whose name start with C. or i dun hav? Cant rmb.

- Name someone who make you smiles today, how?
Her. No reason.

- Name a friend who's name starts with 'Z'
No one?

- Which of your friend stays closest to you?
deanne tan

- Do you prefer to call or to text?
I prefer both.

- Was yesterday better than today?
Yeah.T.T

- Can you live a day withour tv and your phone?
I cant live without a phone. >.<

- Are you mad about anything now?
No.

- Do you ever think that relationships really worth it?
Yeah,its worth it. Depending on who is the other person.LOL.

- Last person you visited in a hospital?
No one.

- When is your last and second last hug?
Not sure.

- What does the last text msg in your inbox says?
Pls,some privacy. And its quite long.

- How do you feel about your life now?
Its sweet,except exam results. ):

- Do you hate anyone?
Yeah,but you guys wouldnt want to know.

- Last person you called?
Um,her?

- Who usually sent you the most texts in a mth?
Cant tell.=.= Privacy plz!

- Is your room messy now?
Not really. Im a person who likes neat stuff.

- Who will be mad if your room is messy?
Me,myself lo..

- Your shortest relationship?
-Blank- (Plz dont remind me of the past ): )

- Who do you look like? Father or mother?
Both ba.

- Tag 10 people to do this survey! Dont be afraid to sabotage them!!
I very nice one. You guys no need to do this survey. :D
Cos its quite long. T.T(hahas, man of big heart. lols!)

Anw,i was quite happy.(Quite obvious)
Yup. The day before yesterday,yesterday and today.
I hope tomorrow too!~

I wanted to ask her smth.
No courage larh.
Dont even think of doing it.
Since i jus overcome some obstacles.

And hey there girl,
dont sad or smth.
Jus cheer up.

And yeah,
Jay's Shi Guang Ji and Gei Wo Yi Shou Ge De Shi Jian are nice.
Dao Xiang too!~~

Im off after intensive usage of comp.
And rush to reply her.
你能不能给我一首歌的时间？
opps,random-ness.

Buaiix XD
Andthosehandsofyoursaresmallsoftandsmooth>.<>

Hahaha.
Short post here. :D
Going offline soon..
Sad.

Erm,smth "cool" happened..
Like,Noel,took my bottle,herm herm!
Got gang "raped" by the others.
Most violent i tink is Joelynn.

Nvr see her choke someone same ht. as her.
or maybe same ht. :D
or even taller. :(
Guys,you are not supposed to see this. :D
Take it as illusion. :D

Lol.
If she sees this,im dead.
Hahas..
Tm,Yoshinoya for lunch.
Din realise their veggies wif mayo is nice.
Cos i ordered chicken before.
Spoiled my appetite.T.T
Ahh..

Well,smth cheered me up todae. :D
Hahas.
Shall nt elaborate..
hehe..

Well,walked around..
Me and Darren is talking about smth not supposed to discuss infront of Joelynn.
Yup.
Haha,i aiming for top 10%.
Sadly to say,with this kinda lousy result,
Dont ever think of it,leejiahui.
LOLS.

Ok,fine fine.
I'd try to smile.
Since happy things jus happened.
Sadly to say,another disappointment.
Din get Jay Chou's new album.
Sad aye?

Buaiix XD
Happy and yet sad at the same time..

Bet you guys are great cos i changed my blog song.
Cos u come here oso scary..
Like suddenly blast of music..
Recently like rock songs..
Hahas..

Random post..
Later then real post la.
Ok,todae went to Bugis to get smth.
Shall not say.
In suspense.. :D
Anw,shld be alright la,the stuff..

In the home went home early. :D
Cos gt appointment..
Siann din pei them so sad.
And Noel was so so so bored of shopping.=.=
He hates it,he claimed.

So i went home wif him.
Btw,his "dad" was burger and "mummy" deanne(:
When he was at mac,he claimed,
"I'M SICK OF BURGER!"
=.= gt sort of beat up by his "dad".
Think it as,he is sick of my dad and wanted a change=.=
hahas.

Ok then Bugis.
Fun fun fun.
Reach there he complained he hungry.
So we see him eat.
LOLS!
Anw,he carried a bag like some ah soh sia.. :D
hahas.
btr don put the pic here.
OR he kill me.

then on the way home saw Bryan Tay.
Hahas,he making ic.
Yup. :D
He in NUS high now,and he nvr went back to visit us.
How sad.. T.T

bused to my stop with Noel.
And he went to his sis house nearby..
Wahaha..
Dinner lo.
Leaving..

Anw,MCQ for chem and bio are screwed.
Too much carelessness.T.T
Haiix.
Mayb nt posting at night..
EMO SIA todae during break.
LOLs.
Mayb emotional breakdown..(nth la,jus bad mood,(: no worries guys)

Buaiix XD

Dao Xiang - Jay Chou :D

Suan Tian - S.H.E and Fahrenheit :D

Moment - Vivian or Kazuma (Gundam Seed 2nd opening)

Yi Shou Ge De Shi Jian - Jay Chou

Yao Gun Zen Me Le - Wang Li Hom (Video quality not good. T.T)

Chong Dong - Elva Hsiao

Xiao Jiu Wo - Lin Jun Jie and Ah Sa

Kai Tian Chuang - Wu Yue Tian (Mayday)

Ok enough le.. Find more songs then I put more at here..These are nice songs :D

Buaiix XD